I’ve got several things that I can be proud of. I’m proud of my coffee shop, my wonderful boyfriend/domestic partner. My life has been full. If someone has too much pride though, they can become negative, arrogant, or egotistical. Too much pride can get someone into trouble. I am certainly proud of Ron for going out on his first demon and vampire hunt. I only can hope his pride doesn’t get him hurt. I’m sure his pride would be bruised if he found out I sent Sahjhan after him to make sure he doesn’t get killed. If you look at it that way, maybe I need to kick in my pride for thinking I’m better and indestructible myself. I could just as easily be hurt in a vampire or demon hunt. Our new subject shouldn’t have been pride; it should be guilt. I feel guilty for many things that I’ve pushed Ron into recently. He’s been very supportive. He has given up his life as he knew it for me, because I’m proud and couldn’t leave my own world behind like he did.
Damn it, it’s after 3:00am, where the hell is Ron? Where is Sahjhan? I thought they would’ve been back by now.