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Mar. 5th, 2006 @ 12:14 am (no subject)
*Comes home and dumps her body into the couch; kicking off her shoes*

I’m exhausted. I finished a ten-hour day trying to finish fixing up the coffee shop, and I also had a vision, with no one around to help me. Sahjhan was off hunting the reason behind one of my other visions, and I was left to tend to the second one alone.

SPIKE IS NEVER AROUND WHEN I NEED HIM!!!

I’m alone right now. Ron’s gone. I don’t know if he’s ever coming back. Our conversation the other night has been weighing heavily on my mind. I got upset and left, knowing he’d be going himself in a few hours. I didn’t kiss him goodbye, I didn’t hug him, and I didn’t even look him in the eye. I knew if I had, I would’ve crumbled. I walked out. It was probably the last time I’ll ever see him. I’m actually pissed he let me leave, and I’m pissed I made him choose. I’ve got a bad feeling in the pit of my gut his choice wasn’t me.

He would’ve been back by now. Ron could’ve gone with me on the 2nd kill. Nah, he shouldn’t have, he probably would have used his phaser. I was a little rusty with my moves. Glad he wasn’t around to see me get sucker punched by that bitch vampire, he’d have a heart attack and told me to quit. I handled my own though, I staked four vamps, and left one running for his life. The Queen’s still got it.
*Blows on her nails arrogantly then sighs*

Time for bed… alone.

*Gets up and walks towards the bedroom*
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